So as I lay here waiting for Nolan to pee, I can't help but feel torn about his basketball tryouts. As much as I want him to make it because I know he will be devastated if he doesn't but at the same time last year, basketball caused most of the controversy. He is so nervous about making the team this year. Apparently they are only taking 17 guys out of 20 something. It doesn't help that everyother roommate is trying out for basketball too. So its going to be bad if one person doesn't make it and the rest do. Nolan and I have been doing good other than this constant hesitation of basketball. He went hunting last weekend and bought me flowers as a surprise :).my organic chem went well. I ended up finishing the summer with a C+ which I am fine with that way I will never have to take that class ever again especially not with mariella. Senior year is probably one of the hardest semesters I've had thus far. All of my classes this semester feel they are the most importatnt so it makes it hard to constantly be ahead of my work. Between that si this semester I feel like I'm being pulled in all directions.my mom has kind of been too busy for me lately as we'll brcause of my grandfather neeing her help so much. Its selfish that I get mad but in times like last weekend when I was throwing up stomach bile I wish she would have been there. I'm just excited to move forward in this whole process of becoming a dietitian. No I won't make as much money as an eyedoctor but at least I will enjoy what I do. I just hope nolans parents understand. They are so caught up in making a lot of money that I feel bad that someday nolan won't be able to do what he wants because of the pressures on him if I'm even feeling them this strong.I love them either way. I guess this wraps up this blog. Until the next time.