So I haven't updated this in a little while, I've actually been having a much better time than my last post. Nolan and I had a huge fight and ever since that fight things have taken a complete 180 turn for the better :) It makes me very happy because I love him very much. Im kind of at a weird point in my life where I just want to find something that gives me meaning. I used to think that optometry would give my life meaning but after finding out that it isn't the route that I want to go, I really don't know what to think anymore. I went out on Saturday night to celebrate not having an internship anymore and drank a little too much and was sooo hungover for the lobsterfeed at my house with my grandparents. I was called fat, having fake eyelashes, pale, if I was on medication, and if I did dip. Either way, I wasn't too happy about that. My mom and I got along well though so at least thats a good thing. Everytime I go back to Farmington it makes me more and more excited to go back for good. I'm really excited. Especially with the new look of the apt! Now that no one is there to dictate. As far as my class goes this summer I'm halfway done. And now with no internship I think Im going to try and double up in the week and get things done faster.